Crap like attitute
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
I feel really guilty using the computer T^T I should keep my promises!I really want to do well and not get anymore B's(I got 2 last year and ended up getting number 6 in class) I need all A's. I really think I have crappy results!I dont want that anymore!Seriously!I might get angry and haha might think I am mad! T.T I really hate myself now!But I need to learn how to love myself!I always tell myself not to go online but I still end up going!What low self-control I have!I hate it!URGH!I really need to have self-control of I'll call Otou-san to stop the internet for one year!I Mean IT!Man...I am putting too much negetive vibes!and I dont like to do that either!AH!!!!!!!!!I want to study!Study and Study that's the only I should think about now!Not about Johnny's(YABU!) or even going back to Japan!I should study hard!And then have fun!It's the way of life right?!As much as I love Yabu I have to study harder so I better start working my ass off!Anyway today is April fools and It's Keito's birthday!誕生日おめでとう圭人^o^ The first guy in HS7 to turn 15!Yay!
P.S. This is no April Fools joke!I mean it I need to study harder and not foll around!I dont want to lose to all my cousins who are all smart-asses!